What's in Vince L. Wilson

poetic ponderings

sang

a town full of music

each mouth shaping its own song

 

1. but your key agrees with my ears

the bend of the note, that lilt--

everyone sings in Philly, has a sound,

hums a ditty sweeping trash

whines nicknames of familiar faces

smiles from the neck, never the lips

the staccato laugh

against the breeze

that's been here

since right before Here

was a here

 

came with them, in their grandmother's pea green luggage

reinforced with masking tape and wide-eyed dreams

songs that nearly had the shit beaten out of them

sounds of the strangled throat

notes that originate in overused wombs and hearts that have been scraped clean

passages of music that trace bruises and welts we never discuss

we just sing around those, here

 

2. This

is a city

that traps echoes

     plants them in the cracks of the sidewalk

still, they grow pretty. yellow

against the unidentifiable brown-grey spit-colored slabs of concrete

     shoves them arrogantly in sewer holes on the corner where confusion ave meets chaos blvd

next to empty Doritos bags and lollipop wrappers that never found a trash can

gathered in the rainwater inside rusted Coke cans

bent like the last generation of old women who still smile at strangers

 

everyone has a song

and nobody's listening to the melodies

but me

 

I've found yours

here

that winding tune in a melodic

     minor

an unassuming motif that repeats so

          subtly,

I did not even recognize that you were singing

               until

my left leg would not keep still and my head tilted

                    right

as if to hear you better and see you for the first time

 

yours is a sweet one,

that song, that story

bearing the hum

of the interstate

and the weight

of all the things

you carry

Saturday is not lazy

My coffee is not hot enough
and I'm too tired to reheat it.
In my apartment building

is a woman yelling curse words
in her shrill Cuban Spanish.
Her neighbor is watching a

video on the chakras.
I'd like to get Coño Girl,
who's always yelling something,

in one room with the Zen folks
who, I'm sure, are the source of
that occasional pot smell

and bring balance to the sounds.
Perhaps they'd have a beer and
get rowdy, or talk heady.

I imagine the hippies
telling Disgraciada
her root chakra needs some work

at which point she'd light up a
cigarette and cackle with
that laugh I have grown to love

(Is it strange that I enjoy
the laughter of my neighbor
and sounds of love-making
from one apartment over?)

The volumes of the voices
are indistinguishable--
the tv, the yelling, the

quiet coffee. We're so close,
yet, so separated by
these thin walls of sound and self

and I just want peace in my
saturday and some heat for
my raggedy ass coffee.

coffeetalk in jade

She admired it with a raised brow
handing me my morning cup of Harrar. “Beautiful,”

 

she said. “Where’d you get that?”

Eyes fluttering between my neck and face

 

A warm smile framed the photograph

at my favorite mom-and-pop café

 

The woman was half of a handsome Ethiopian couple, and I was the whole

of a mixed-race Black man from how-many-countries with a

 

jade crucifix on a red string, cherry-picked for me

by a storekeeper in Chinatown.

 

“Well, we have those, too.”

Wrinkling her nose, wiggling her neck

 

touching my chin with a finger that smelled of spices

selecting the son she never had

 

the one with the same shade: her complexion was bit darker in cinnamon;

mine, the beginning stage of a roux

 

“I know,” I replied, as we chuckled a knowing chuckle

in the only language we shared fluently

Oranges for May

He asked for oranges and grinned when I brought them
he'd not eaten anything worthwhile laying in that hospital
barely ate at all

tubes to suction the phlegm
another for the latest antibiotic
which we prayed would work this time--
the strongest they felt comfortable administering. He said there was

a brick sitting on his chest. A respirator breathed on his behalf
a sad accordion playing a noteless melody

as he lifted the mask
there on what I thought was his deathbed
his face exploded in Room 724
with a smile that winced unsteadily
to the beat of the pulse-ox monitor

we had the same face, but his was swollen and drained.

In one of his brief moments of clarity he begged
begged me to bring him oranges. He needed

brightness. Something to refresh his palate. An unexpected smile.

His son

brought him oranges
and saved the day
that May.

poet's confession

Boy where'd you get all that poem from?
they moan with their eyes, while licking the metaphor
wanting to be my rhyme

I don't write for you.
I write so the ghosts
that wake this living dream
will stop haunting me

I do let them read it, though
at least enough to sate their literary craving

(A poet has needs to feed, too)

water on a rock that ain't porous.
not much gets to the core

all the verse I've wasted on unkeen ears
all the words I have to spare
all the assonance I've filled with hallow vowel
all the lines I find in people with no faces
all the blood I've oozed for those who hadn't clues
all the times I kept waiting for something new:
a green sky, an ugly daffodil, a soft anger,
lips I've leased (from unknown men who didn't know their Baby had another baby)
that didn't taste like what spring in Paris tastes like.

They always do.
I've never been to Paris
but I speak French with my tongue
and slang with my hips

all the meantimes
I've cluttered
with words
and uh-huhs

all the nevers
I've decorated with poems
I haven't the language
to express

who is she?

she don't know

the right fork

to pick up

for each course

of dinner

since her meals

quite often

are one plate

 

or even

the right place

to clap at

classical

concerts. she

just applauds

when it sounds

beautiful

and sits still

when it don't

(who the hell

still pays for

classical

anyway?)

 

when she sits,

her thighs spread

a little

too wide for

the taste of

other girls.

her momma

can be blamed

for that shape.

she stumbles

even in

finer heels

tottering

in like a

quarterback.

breasts got a

little bit

too much meat

to be bound

 

they call her

Sailor for

her spicy

word choices

 

nonetheless

everything

that blooms ain't

delicate

and not all

flowers need

to be stowed

in glass jars

away from

the dirt they

grew up in.

she won't wilt

in stiff wind

or wither

when night falls

field day

he's buried under the brim of his daddy's raggedy hat

what's done is done--

no need in reckoning over the acre

                                    unsnatched

the rest of the field can rest 

until the sun climbs the grapevine

 

the sky is amber from having been beaten all day

and tobacco-stained fingers

 

the scent

of the sting

of the yellow

and everything

he touches

too much

turns to piss

 

flies spinning like the breath of dandelions

wanting to breathe again another year

mosquitoes the size of watermelon seeds

as if he'd cracked night open and left it to rot

 

the supper bell is such a pretty sound in the distance

Morning cinquain

Dawn bursts
without a care
for midnight's tendency
to remain sober and solemn.
She laughs

floor model t.v.

If your hand were lace
or some such whimsy
it'd be a doily
quiet
on a floor model T.V.
collecting dinge

why
has nobody seen after you
dusted
rearranged you
traveled
the circuitous path
that is your stitch, your fingerprint
asked you if you were nervous
(for the dewsoft sweat)
placed you on a private shelf
it is as if the fine things
are forgotten

Seeds

I am the loam where
stars are planted, tomorrow
tucked inside my guts